Week 6
Tuesday 6.0 km run
In a nut
shell: Super Awesome! Got lost and ended up running 6.5-7k easy breezy! (Yes
no breaks, except at lights) So proud of myself.
Story
experience: “I arrive at the Y and Carol has just started to arrange us into
our 5k and 10k groups. We step outside and begin our warm up walk. The
evening breeze makes me instantly regret my choice of attire. The appearance of
the sun has misled me. I rub my exposed arms with the hopes of creating some warmth.
We head up
Carney Hill and I can feel my legs shaking from my boot camp exertions earlier
in the day. I cringe through the hill and feel the ease in my thighs as we
return to level ground. I am running with Vanessa, Brad, and Buddy today. The
conversation is lively as we discuss the possibility of a ½ Marathon in August.
Vanessa and I have even decided to train together over the summer and to keep each accountable to a schedule.
In the midst
of it all, we discover that we are a little lost. Perhaps a wrong turn
somewhere but we eventually arrive at the Y. Out of breath and red faced, we
begin our routine stretches. I feel fantastic and leave feeling so proud about
our run.”
SeaWheeze ½ marathon
here I come!
Thursday 4.0 km run
In a nut
shell: It was a strange and difficult run. I ran by myself. All by myself.
Alone with my thoughts…
Story
experience:
“Today Carol
informs us that the 5k and 10k groups run together.
We begin the
run.
The group is
small today.
I look
around but I don’t see my usual running partners Vanessa or Brad.
We head up
Carney Hill and I notice that almost immediately the group disperses.
Carol and
Lindsay are leading the group and I can see them not too far ahead. I have
managed to set myself between two groups. I am, for the first time during this
clinic, running alone. My legs are still fatigued from Tuesday’s run but after
the hill they begin to get their rhythm. Carol and Lindsay motivate me to keep
my pace. If they get out of sight, I’m lost. The Prince George streets are
still new to me and I wouldn’t feel comfortable finding my way.
I feel
conflicted as I battle my breath, my goals, and my thoughts of walking. I am
running alone and my thoughts of quitting are haunting. I think to myself “you
can do this, you have done this before, and you are still accountable to
yourself and your goals.”
My lungs are
burning and my legs are weak. My self-motivation is dwindling. I try not to think. All I can
think about is walking, which is quitting, because I know I can do this. I want
to walk, take a break, and stop.
But somehow I
make it to the Y.”
Self-revelation:
I need to learn how to run by myself.
Thursday’s
Run was really hard for me but I pushed through. Proving to myself that I can
so this. Running is a mental game.
I'm going to start logging my runs so you guys can see my progress.
Jog Log From Thursday's run